Ah, Lord,
You know my heart! I just want to find a community that lives out Your love and proclaims freedom and peace. After the church visit that I have recently had, my heart is saddened, but still, I continue to search for you. Surely it shouldn't be this hard to find unharnessed love!
Why should I have to look any farther than the church that claims to be following You, Lord Jesus? Why must I look beyond the people who claim to know You in order to find justice, peace and steadfast love? I just don't understand. I wish I could take people at their word, and that the one who claims to be a Christian would walk in Your way: loving You with their whole being, and loving their neighbors (with a wide definition!) as much as they love themselves.